{"id":6469,"date":"2021-08-19T10:23:34","date_gmt":"2021-08-19T08:23:34","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.g-wie-gerry.de\/?p=6469"},"modified":"2025-12-13T23:56:43","modified_gmt":"2025-12-13T22:56:43","slug":"gerry-365-231-19-08-down-down-down-the-feelings","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/g-wie-gerry.de\/en\/gerry-365-231-19-08-down-down-down-the-feelings\/","title":{"rendered":"Gerry 365 #231: 19.08. \u2013 Down down down \u2026 the feelings"},"content":{"rendered":"<p class=\"has-cyan-bluish-gray-color has-text-color wp-block-paragraph\"><a href=\"https:\/\/bit.ly\/DG365-231\">Click here for english version<\/a><\/p>\n\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\"><figure class=\"alignleft size-full is-resized\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/www.g-wie-gerry.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/11\/gerry.png\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-3067\" width=\"185\" height=\"185\" srcset=\"https:\/\/g-wie-gerry.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/11\/gerry.png 1000w, https:\/\/g-wie-gerry.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/11\/gerry-300x300.png 300w, https:\/\/g-wie-gerry.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/11\/gerry-150x150.png 150w, https:\/\/g-wie-gerry.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/11\/gerry-768x768.png 768w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 185px) 100vw, 185px\" \/><\/figure><\/div>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-drop-cap wp-block-paragraph\"><span class=\"has-inline-color has-vivid-red-color\">G<\/span>estern war ich den ganzen Tag eigentlich eher neutral drauf. Doch pl\u00f6tzlich ist meine Stimmung komplett umgeschlagen. Ich war hochgradig genervt und jedes falsche Knistern h\u00e4tte mich ausrasten lassen k\u00f6nnen.<br>Ich kann es nicht beeinflussen und diesen Grad der Genervtheit kann ich auch nicht verbergen. Egal wie sehr ich es versuche, ich kann nicht in so einem hohen Ma\u00dfe so tun, als w\u00e4re alles gut, wenn mir alles so sehr auf das Gem\u00fct schl\u00e4gt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Leider denken dann immer die Falschen, dass sie irgendwas falsch gemacht haben. Und dann muss ich, zu meinem eigenen Kopfchaos, dass auch noch kl\u00e4ren. Was den Grad der Genervtheit nat\u00fcrlich weiter steigert.<br>Leider ist sowas bei mir kein Ding f\u00fcr ein paar Stunden. Das hallt immer noch nach und ich hoffe, dass das bis heute Abend nachl\u00e4sst. Ich m\u00f6chte noch ein wenig mit Hati zocken, solange er noch hier ist. Klar k\u00f6nnen wir auch zocken, wenn er wieder in AT ist.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Aber findet ihr nicht auch, dass es was anderes ist, wenn jemand in der N\u00e4he ist und man zum Beispiel zusammen ein Spielp\u00e4uschen machen kann. So kann man die Pause gemeinsam genie\u00dfen und entspannen.<br>Jedenfalls hoffe ich, dass es besser wird und meine Laune bis heute Abend etwas \u2026 neutraler ist. Bis dahin muss ich noch Englisch-Kurs und Arbeit \u00fcberstehen \u2026 yay\u2026.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Mehr m\u00f6chte ich heute nicht sagen. Habt einen sch\u00f6nen D\u00f6nerstag \u2026 hmm \u2026. D\u00f6ner dogger4UwU<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Gerry<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Click here for english version Gestern war ich den ganzen Tag eigentlich eher neutral drauf. 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