{"id":14037,"date":"2026-01-23T10:00:00","date_gmt":"2026-01-23T09:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/g-wie-gerry.de\/?p=14037"},"modified":"2026-01-22T17:31:19","modified_gmt":"2026-01-22T16:31:19","slug":"tristitia-2-neumond","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/g-wie-gerry.de\/en\/tristitia-2-neumond\/","title":{"rendered":"Tristitia #2 - New Moon"},"content":{"rendered":"<div data-elementor-type=\"wp-post\" data-elementor-id=\"14037\" class=\"elementor elementor-14037\" data-elementor-post-type=\"post\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-a90a898 e-flex e-con-boxed e-con e-parent\" data-id=\"a90a898\" data-element_type=\"container\" data-e-type=\"container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"e-con-inner\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-cce28f9 elementor-alert-info elementor-widget elementor-widget-alert\" data-id=\"cce28f9\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"alert.default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-alert\" role=\"alert\">\n\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<span class=\"elementor-alert-title\">Note<\/span>\n\t\t\t\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<span class=\"elementor-alert-description\">Due to the chosen style and the vertical length of the text, the text is divided into three sections.<\/span>\n\t\t\t\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<button type=\"button\" class=\"elementor-alert-dismiss\" aria-label=\"Hinweis ausblenden.\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<span aria-hidden=\"true\">&times;<\/span>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/button>\n\t\t\t\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-1d242ee elementor-widget elementor-widget-heading\" data-id=\"1d242ee\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"heading.default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-heading-title elementor-size-default\">Have you taken note of the above information?<\/div>\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-c0b7cad e-n-tabs-mobile elementor-widget elementor-widget-n-tabs\" data-id=\"c0b7cad\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-settings=\"{&quot;horizontal_scroll&quot;:&quot;disable&quot;}\" data-widget_type=\"nested-tabs.default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"e-n-tabs\" data-widget-number=\"202079405\" aria-label=\"Tabs. Open items with Enter or Space, close with Escape and navigate using the Arrow keys.\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"e-n-tabs-heading\" role=\"tablist\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<button id=\"e-n-tab-title-2020794051\" data-tab-title-id=\"e-n-tab-title-2020794051\" class=\"e-n-tab-title\" aria-selected=\"true\" data-tab-index=\"1\" role=\"tab\" tabindex=\"0\" aria-controls=\"e-n-tab-content-2020794051\" style=\"--n-tabs-title-order: 1;\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<span class=\"e-n-tab-title-text\">\n\t\t\t\tNo\t\t\t<\/span>\n\t\t<\/button>\n\t\t\t\t<button id=\"e-n-tab-title-2020794052\" data-tab-title-id=\"e-n-tab-title-2020794052\" class=\"e-n-tab-title\" aria-selected=\"false\" data-tab-index=\"2\" role=\"tab\" tabindex=\"-1\" aria-controls=\"e-n-tab-content-2020794052\" style=\"--n-tabs-title-order: 2;\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<span class=\"e-n-tab-title-text\">\n\t\t\t\tYes\t\t\t<\/span>\n\t\t<\/button>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t<div class=\"e-n-tabs-content\">\n\t\t\t\t<div id=\"e-n-tab-content-2020794051\" role=\"tabpanel\" aria-labelledby=\"e-n-tab-title-2020794051\" data-tab-index=\"1\" style=\"--n-tabs-title-order: 1;\" class=\"e-active elementor-element elementor-element-d1e4b6b e-con-full e-flex e-con e-child\" data-id=\"d1e4b6b\" data-element_type=\"container\" data-e-type=\"container\">\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<div id=\"e-n-tab-content-2020794052\" role=\"tabpanel\" aria-labelledby=\"e-n-tab-title-2020794052\" data-tab-index=\"2\" style=\"--n-tabs-title-order: 2;\" class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-7cc5a74 e-con-full e-flex e-con e-child\" data-id=\"7cc5a74\" data-element_type=\"container\" data-e-type=\"container\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-b9fe45f e-n-tabs-mobile elementor-widget elementor-widget-n-tabs\" data-id=\"b9fe45f\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-settings=\"{&quot;horizontal_scroll&quot;:&quot;disable&quot;}\" data-widget_type=\"nested-tabs.default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"e-n-tabs\" data-widget-number=\"195028063\" aria-label=\"Tabs. Open items with Enter or Space, close with Escape and navigate using the Arrow keys.\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"e-n-tabs-heading\" role=\"tablist\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<button id=\"e-n-tab-title-1950280631\" data-tab-title-id=\"e-n-tab-title-1950280631\" class=\"e-n-tab-title\" aria-selected=\"true\" data-tab-index=\"1\" role=\"tab\" tabindex=\"0\" aria-controls=\"e-n-tab-content-1950280631\" style=\"--n-tabs-title-order: 1;\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<span class=\"e-n-tab-title-text\">\n\t\t\t\tThe light\t\t\t<\/span>\n\t\t<\/button>\n\t\t\t\t<button id=\"e-n-tab-title-1950280632\" data-tab-title-id=\"e-n-tab-title-1950280632\" class=\"e-n-tab-title\" aria-selected=\"false\" data-tab-index=\"2\" role=\"tab\" tabindex=\"-1\" aria-controls=\"e-n-tab-content-1950280632\" style=\"--n-tabs-title-order: 2;\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<span class=\"e-n-tab-title-text\">\n\t\t\t\tThe Decay\t\t\t<\/span>\n\t\t<\/button>\n\t\t\t\t<button id=\"e-n-tab-title-1950280633\" data-tab-title-id=\"e-n-tab-title-1950280633\" class=\"e-n-tab-title\" aria-selected=\"false\" data-tab-index=\"3\" role=\"tab\" tabindex=\"-1\" aria-controls=\"e-n-tab-content-1950280633\" style=\"--n-tabs-title-order: 3;\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<span class=\"e-n-tab-title-text\">\n\t\t\t\tNew Moon\t\t\t<\/span>\n\t\t<\/button>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t<div class=\"e-n-tabs-content\">\n\t\t\t\t<div id=\"e-n-tab-content-1950280631\" role=\"tabpanel\" aria-labelledby=\"e-n-tab-title-1950280631\" data-tab-index=\"1\" style=\"--n-tabs-title-order: 1;\" class=\"e-active elementor-element elementor-element-c4d5c53 e-con-full e-flex e-con e-child\" data-id=\"c4d5c53\" data-element_type=\"container\" data-e-type=\"container\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-44a38eb elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"44a38eb\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<h4>Psychology<\/h4><p>Psychology. So extensively researched. So meticulously cataloged. Reflected upon. Like the full moon.<br \/>Psychology. So frowned upon. Incomprehensible to people. Dark. Gloomy. Like the new moon.<\/p><h4>Imagination<\/h4><p>Imagine you are at home. In a chair. On a sofa. An armchair.<br \/>Thoughts: dark. Gloomy. Screaming inside you. At the same time, you are tired. Infinitely tired.<br \/>You probably aren\u2019t even sitting on one of those options. More likely, you are lying down.<br \/>With an elephant on your chest, keeping you from getting up.<\/p><p>You need help. You think.<br \/>But you feel like you don\u2019t deserve it.<br \/>The feeling of not being taken seriously is burned into your synapses.<br \/>Long waiting lists. Longer response times. Often no response at all.<\/p><p>Maybe you are already in therapy. One year. Two years. Maybe three.<br \/>And yet, nothing moves.<br \/>Maybe the wrong therapist. Maybe the wrong therapy method.<br \/>Maybe the blocks are too large.<br \/>Many maybes. But no hope.<\/p><p>You know you are different.<br \/>You always have been.<br \/>As a child.<\/p><h4>The Apotheosis<\/h4><p>You are not yet able to recognize what is going wrong.<br \/>With other children. Adults. In your own family.<\/p><p>You are talked down to.<br \/>Everything you do is somehow wrong.<br \/>Recognition? Only from teachers, because you try hard.<\/p><p>Classmates? Hate you.<br \/>Sycophant. Nerd.<br \/>Your things disappear. Reappear.<br \/>Sometimes dirty. Other times destroyed.<\/p><p>You withdraw.<br \/>And the light inside you forms a dark crescent.<\/p><p>You are proud. Of your grades.<br \/>But others are not.<\/p><p>Good grades? Your schoolbag is trash.<br \/>You cannot keep order.<br \/>No matter what you do. It remains messy.<\/p><p>Punishments follow.<br \/>Bad grades \u2026 in \u201corder.\u201d<br \/>Slaps. At home.<br \/>House arrest. Stricter supervision.<\/p><p>For years.<br \/>The same game. The same problems.<\/p><p>And your parents\u2019 solution:<br \/>\u201cBehave normally.\u201d<\/p><p>But you feel normal.<br \/>Because it is normal for you.<\/p><p>And then a wrong decision.<br \/>Not yours.<br \/>Not your teachers\u2019.<br \/>Maybe the teachers\u2019.<br \/>Those who do not want to see.<\/p><h4>The First Shadow<\/h4><p>A move.<br \/>Into a hotspot.<br \/>Everything new. Away from everything you know.<br \/>From everything that gives you stability.<\/p><p>You get no chance to say goodbye.<br \/>To anyone.<\/p><p>You have no choice.<br \/>Never.Never.<br \/>Others decide for you.<\/p><p>And everything gets worse.<br \/>New school. New perpetrators.<br \/>Rougher. Harder. Louder.<\/p><p>Teachers become distant.<br \/>Materials are lower quality.<br \/>Things break faster.<br \/>Not because of you. At least not always.<br \/>By others. By perpetrators. By assholes.<\/p><p>One year. Just one.<br \/>And then you could start anew.<br \/>So you endure it.<\/p><p>Every bad grade.<br \/>Every blow.<br \/>Every harsh word.<br \/>Every criticism.<\/p><p>From a grade average of ~B to ~D.<br \/>In one year.<\/p><p>No chances at education.<br \/>Not for you. Not anymore.<br \/>No gymnasium. No doctor. Nothing.<\/p><p>But that is not the worst.<br \/>No.<\/p><p>The worst is your self-hatred.<br \/>Because you are different. In the eyes of others.<br \/>Because you are annoying. In the eyes of your family.<br \/>Because you are worthless. In your own eyes.<\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<div id=\"e-n-tab-content-1950280632\" role=\"tabpanel\" aria-labelledby=\"e-n-tab-title-1950280632\" data-tab-index=\"2\" style=\"--n-tabs-title-order: 2;\" class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-061f189 e-con-full e-flex e-con e-child\" data-id=\"061f189\" data-element_type=\"container\" data-e-type=\"container\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-bfb531e elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"bfb531e\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<h4>The Beginning of Withdrawal<\/h4><p>Your light is being eaten.<br \/>The shadow grows larger.<br \/>You shrink.<\/p><p>And yet you hope.<br \/>\u201cThings will be better at the next school.\u201d<\/p><p>False hope.<\/p><p>It gets worse.<\/p><p>But you want to be different.<br \/>More approachable. Cooler.<br \/>You even start smoking to belong.<\/p><p>Yet it stays the same:<br \/>Endure.<\/p><p>But it\u2019s more than that.<br \/>The burden grows heavier.<\/p><p>Bullying.<br \/>Rumors.<br \/>Destroyed books.<br \/>You must take responsibility.<\/p><p>It becomes more persistent.<br \/>The bullying.<br \/>The destructive rage.<\/p><p>You have no one.<br \/>No one knows you.<br \/>But everyone knows each other.<\/p><p>You are the new one.<br \/>The other.<br \/>Not cool enough.<br \/>Wrong clothes. Wrong posture.<br \/>Wrong \u2026 everything.<\/p><p>Other new kids succeed.<br \/>Cool clothes. Big mouth.<br \/>And you know: they have no brains.<br \/>You do.<br \/>But they succeed. Socially.<\/p><p>You have no idea what else is coming.<br \/>What has happened so far is only a drop in the bucket.<\/p><h4>The Half-Heart<\/h4><p>You begin to die inside.<br \/>It feels literal.<\/p><p>Nothing is visible on the outside.<\/p><p>You sit at the doctor\u2019s.<br \/>Black eye.<br \/>Bruises on thigh and hip.<br \/>Concussion.<\/p><p>And the scene keeps replaying in your head.<\/p><p>You are lured.<br \/>To the bus stop.<br \/>By someone who is usually never mean to you.<\/p><p>You think:<br \/>Wow.<br \/>\u201cWow. Someone might like me.\u201d<\/p><p>You stand there.<br \/>Talking.<br \/>Hearing steps.<\/p><p>You turn around.<\/p><p>Then it goes black.<\/p><p>Pain in your eye.<br \/>You stagger backward.<br \/>Into the bus shelter.<\/p><p>Glass in your back.<br \/>You go down on your knees.<br \/>Crouch.<br \/>Hands protecting your face.<\/p><p>Around you:<br \/>Screams.<br \/>Cheering.<br \/>Laughter.<br \/>Insults.<br \/>Ridicule.<\/p><p>Steps.<br \/>New pain.<br \/>Back of the head. A fist.<br \/>Back.<br \/>A kick.<br \/>Another. On the thigh.<\/p><p>No sense of time.<br \/>Ten minutes? An hour?<\/p><p>The laughter grows louder.<\/p><p>You risk a glance.<br \/>One second.<\/p><p>You see a girl.<br \/>She looks sad.<\/p><p>Quickly you hide again.<br \/>You hear cars. Mixed with cheering.<br \/>You want to leave.<br \/>At any cost.<\/p><p>You stand up, with all the strength left.<br \/>Push through the crowd.<br \/>Run. Onto the street.<\/p><p>Your thoughts: dark.<br \/>\u201cPLEASE RUN OVER ME.\u201d<\/p><p>Tires squeal.<br \/>Laughter behind you.<br \/>You run.<br \/>And run.<br \/>And run.<\/p><p>Home. Collapse.<br \/>\u201cI never want to go to school again. Ever.\u201d<\/p><p>Your mother comes. She looks at you.<br \/>You go to the doctor.<\/p><h4>The Narrow Half<\/h4><p>It gets better. At least physically.<br \/>Due to reporting.<\/p><p>But you are broken.<br \/>Too broken.<\/p><p>Darkness everywhere.<br \/>It leads you. Into a nature reserve.<\/p><p>A power pole.<br \/>First step. First rung.<br \/>Second step. Second rung.<br \/>It continues.<br \/>Until you reach the top.<br \/>Despite fear of heights.<\/p><p>One step.<br \/>Just one.<\/p><p>Freedom.<br \/>Within reach.<\/p><p>But then:<br \/>The face of the person who matters most.<br \/>In your head.<\/p><p>You can\u2019t.<br \/>No.<br \/>You cannot leave her alone.<br \/>Never.Never.<\/p><p>Time passes.<br \/>First partners come. Go.<br \/>For reasons.<br \/>Cheating.<br \/>Emotional crippledom. Yours. Not theirs.<\/p><p>Misunderstanding.<br \/>From others.<br \/>Because you fear your family.<br \/>And hide what makes you, you.<\/p><p>Something new again.<br \/>Something you may not express.<br \/>Never.Never.<\/p><p>And yet you must.<br \/>Eventually.<\/p><p>Why?<br \/>A joke. From school.<br \/>A question: \u201cAre you gay or what?\u201d<br \/>An answer: \u201cAnd if I were?\u201d<\/p><p>Ice-cold.<\/p><p>A follow-up:<br \/>\u201cShould I go with you to a psychiatrist?\u201d<\/p><p>As an adult, you think:<br \/>\u201cYes. But not because of that.\u201d<\/p><p>Forced to end relationships.<br \/>Contacts.<\/p><p>You throw yourself into bed.<br \/>Want to die again.<br \/>Press the pillow to your face.<br \/>Can\u2019t breathe.<\/p><p>You can\u2019t manage.<br \/>Not even that.<\/p><p>Contempt.<br \/>Towards yourself.<\/p><p>And you endure.<br \/>Still.<\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<div id=\"e-n-tab-content-1950280633\" role=\"tabpanel\" aria-labelledby=\"e-n-tab-title-1950280633\" data-tab-index=\"3\" style=\"--n-tabs-title-order: 3;\" class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-ba97704 e-con-full e-flex e-con e-child\" data-id=\"ba97704\" data-element_type=\"container\" data-e-type=\"container\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-e0533d3 elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"e0533d3\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<h4>The Almost Crescent<\/h4><p>You realize what you have given up.<\/p><p>Hunger?<br \/>You sell your stuff.<br \/>Others should have taken care of you.<\/p><p>You sell your stuff.<br \/>Out of fear of hunger again.<\/p><p>You have to remind the person who should care for you.<br \/>About food.<br \/>In front of a slot machine.<\/p><p>Bills.<br \/>DIN-A4.<br \/>Four digits.<\/p><p>The person who should give you a good start in life falls for it:<br \/>\u201cGUESS THIS WORD: S_NNE AND WIN 500 EURO!\u201d<\/p><p>Furniture.<br \/>Ordered in your name.<br \/>Unpaid.<\/p><p>You run away.<br \/>At the first opportunity.<\/p><p>You love.<br \/>Selfish people.<br \/>Lazy.<br \/>Irresponsible.<\/p><p>You sink deeper into darkness.<\/p><p>\u201cUnable.\u201d<br \/>\u201cStupid.\u201d<br \/>\u201cWorthless.\u201d<br \/>\u201cDIE.\u201d<\/p><p>You think.<br \/>To yourself.<\/p><p>And it continues.<\/p><h4>The Last Tear<\/h4><p>One point.<br \/>Your life falls apart.<br \/>It went.<br \/>For a few years.<br \/>Well.<br \/>Better.<br \/>And then \u2026<\/p><p>Your innermost self.<br \/>Of glass.<br \/>Shattered.<br \/>Shards.<br \/>Dust.<\/p><p>A new beginning threatens.<br \/>As it has so often.<br \/>But it doesn\u2019t threaten.<br \/>It is here.<\/p><p>Upheaval.<br \/>But you are brave.<\/p><p>New place.<br \/>At the other end of the country.<br \/>You find help.<br \/>Psychological.<br \/>Inhumane.<\/p><p>\u201cYou don\u2019t look like anything is wrong.\u201d<br \/>And yet you stay.<br \/>No alternatives.<br \/>Long waits again.<br \/>No space.<br \/>No.<\/p><p>One year. Two years.<br \/>No improvement.<\/p><p>Thoughts grow darker.<br \/>While cooking: \u201cKnife in the stomach?\u201d<br \/>Breakfast: \u201cCut the fat off?\u201d<br \/>Walking: \u201cJump into the lake?\u201d<br \/>Walking: \u201cJump into the lake?\u201d\nBalcony: \u201cDive?\u201d<\/p><p>Fear grows.<br \/>Of the end.<br \/>Of what comes after.<br \/>If anything comes.<\/p><p>Few people hold you.<br \/>Because they love you.<br \/>Or at least like you.<\/p><p>Because you love them.<br \/>Because you like them.<\/p><p>For others: a stable rope.<br \/>For you: a thread.<br \/>Always breakable.<\/p><p>Fear of that?<br \/>Enormous.<\/p><p>Every small deviation of others triggers fear of loss.<br \/>Every time.<br \/>Stronger.<br \/>More intense.<br \/>Darker.<\/p><p>You don\u2019t want this anymore.<br \/>You seek help.<br \/>You meet conditions.<br \/>Waiting lists.<br \/>Endless.<br \/>No clear guidance.<\/p><p>You sit at the computer.<br \/>Write this text.<br \/>And you know exactly what is needed to get immediate help.<\/p><h4>The Silence<\/h4><p>Razor blades. On the bathtub edge.<br \/>A glass of wine. Long drink. Whatever would taste good.<br \/>Candlelight. Music. The will to end it.<\/p><p>You could use them.<br \/>The blades. On your wrist.<br \/>Until the boiling, sad blood flows out.<br \/>Maybe hard. Maybe deep.<br \/>Maybe it solves the puzzle.<\/p><p>You will call the ambulance.<br \/>They will pick you up.<br \/>Bind you. Take you away.<br \/>Psychiatric emergency room.<\/p><p>Maybe you get help.<br \/>Bleeding.<br \/>Help that would otherwise be denied.<br \/>Help denied to many.<\/p><p>Only those who physically hurt themselves.<br \/>Only those who bleed.<br \/>Only those who still feel the pulse in the blade.<br \/>Only they get help.<\/p><p>Only then.<br \/>When the new moon has swallowed you.<br \/>Into its deepest darkness.<br \/>Then. Maybe.<br \/>Then you will feel help.<br \/>Or only be taken underground.<br \/>But you would finally be free.<\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"dce-visibility-event elementor-element elementor-element-9349cf7 elementor-alert-warning elementor-widget elementor-widget-alert\" data-id=\"9349cf7\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-settings=\"{&quot;enabled_visibility&quot;:&quot;yes&quot;,&quot;dce_visibility_selected&quot;:&quot;yes&quot;}\" data-widget_type=\"alert.default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-alert\" role=\"alert\">\n\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<span class=\"elementor-alert-title\">Note<\/span>\n\t\t\t\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<span class=\"elementor-alert-description\">If you have thoughts like those described in this section, please seek help, for example (in Germany) by calling the helpline on 0800 1110111 \/ 0800 1110222 or 116 123.\n<\/span>\n\t\t\t\n\t\t\t\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Hinweis Aufgrund des gew\u00e4hlten Stils, und der Vertikalen L\u00e4nge des Texts, ist der Text in drei Abschnitten eingeteilt. &times; 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